Shellofaghost

So as life would have it....she told me she is leaving me! yes i might have been wrong but i'm human!!!!!! I did everything for her gave her my all!! Just gonna let her go! Because i know she will need me, she had too many secrets! Only i know! Im so blessed with good friends and i know my family is worried! but im not giving up! im Only 30! so i can do everything! And i will! But its cold! And its dark! But all im gonna do id take strength! And im Gonna be fine! It is wht it is!

Me and my girl have been together for 18 months today, seems like a dream. Never thought someone could stick by me for this long, because no one has before. She has put up with everything that is wrong with me and she is still here. Feeling blessed! Although i wish she would tell her folks about us. I want to be her escape forever and make her happy all the time! (someones in love, lol) I do love her and will do anything for her!!

Second log Came home high Dont wanna be life is death as soon as they cut your umbilical cord u start dying lol so is every life that every human has ever lived is only 9 months long?

First log Weird day, feel like things aren't right with life, but i realize it hasn't done anything to me so? Is it me?